. ..me a little tired
.. . not just now
been tired for so long .. .
.too long
hope to rest home more.. .
.. ... .just wan spend more time with me things
but guess no one understands.
.this not first time le
.hp msg and msn just kept coming whenever im not in camp
.sometimes i rather stay in camp
.at least i have some peace of mind
.not that im neglecting her
its just that..
i only need half a day or a day.
.some time for me self
just me.
.and me
.and myself
.and lucy
and chong.
.and zhi hui
.and 3sg chong
.and me
and lucy.
.how i wish the computers on earth will just die off
.so that i can just be by me self
.or only with her
.or only the ones i wanna be with for tt moment

i need to breathe.
. .. more